Caitlyn Jenner says she nearly killed herself...

US: Transgender person Caitlyn Jenner has opened up about her most personal topics when she appeared as a guest on HBO's Any Given on Wednesday. Caityln spoke to host Bill Simmons on why she's a Republican, and why she considered killing her self, something she claims is very personal to her.


Going back to when Jenner had operation on her manhood? In her interview with Simmons, Caitlyn said that was a body part she "always hated," and that a paparazzi photograph of Jenner as she was leaving the doctor's office almost made her tok her life.

"I could not sleep that night. I'm up at 3 a.m. walking up and down my hallway, thinking, 'Damn, all this s--t is going to come out tomorrow and it's going to be horrible," she said.

"And I said, 'You know what? Easy way. Go in the other room. You got a gun. Let's just end it right here.'"

Speaking about her thought at the time, she said;

"No more pain, no more nothing. I don't have to deal with the tabloids any longer. I don't have to deal with any of this. And that was probably the lowest I've ever gotten."

On how things changed for her;
Jenner went out for a walk the next morning, all by herself but for her thoughts;

"Wasn't that, like, the stupidest thing you've ever done?. I thought, 'What a terrible way to end your life's story!' I don't want my story to end that way, on a negative note."

This marked a turning point for her, Caitlyn says.
Since coming out as a transgender in April of 2015, she says the past year and a half have been the "best" months of her life.

"I have never been happier, more at ease with myself," "I got my mojo back."